Kahi Ankahi Feelings

Badal jayenge itne andaaz mere Kabhi socha na tha Majboor teri chahat se haare Badal gaye hum.. Ab to na aayne ki zaroorat hai Na fikar zamane ki Mahobbat ne jo dekha hume Yu hi sawar gaye hum.. Sapne teri aankhon mai sajte hai To neendein meri ud jaati hai Kaise iss safar mai  Sang ho gaye hum.. Tu waha siskiya bhi le Aankhen bhar meri aati hai Iss kaise anjaan rishte se Jud Gaye hum.. Dhoop tujhe lagti hai to  Rooh meri Jal uth jati hai Parwane ki tarah  tabah ho gaye hum.. Aati hai tujhe hichkiya bhi To saans meri atak jaati hai Kaisa ye dor hai  Jisme bandh gaye hum.. Jab aati hai tujhpe koi baat To honth mere sil jaate hai Iss kaise kashmakash mai Kho gaye hum.. Ab to na paani ki talab hai Na zaroorat hai kisi aashiyane ki Tere baaho ki jannat mai  Tere hee ho gaye hum..                                 ...

Some loved me because they need me The fake words though cannot heal me Oh The Fake Promises usually they kill me I don't have words to speak The love I gave you just kicked me  You said You wore moonlight in Your eyes But there Is nothing right in your lies Because the silence you gave me Is because of how Beautifully and bad you treated me. Thank You for the gift The Silence you gave me The Silence you gave me.. I remember the morning coffee Which you used to give me How innocently you used to say kiss me The days are gone now Like the season changes its nature You changed your nature The one is now yours To whom you said stranger You broke the heart bravely Thank You for the gift The Silence you gave me The Silence you gave me..                                   -© Atulya Music

Jab thama tera hath to bhula bigdi baat,  Yaad aane lagi tere sang woh pehli barsaat Chahat hui iss qadar phir puch baitha tera saath Kabhi Kabhi lagta tha Tu paas aa rahi hai Iss dhoke mai jee rha tha  Na Mujhe saans aa rahi hai.. Kyu Teri Yaad Aaj bhi Sata rahi hai..  Dil ke panaho me bikhri si aahon me  leke jo baitha tha akele kayi din raat Tujhe kya pata the Jaana, kesi meri zaat Aaj bhi sajda karta hu  chahe Dhoop me ho jamaat Ninde meri haram karke  Yaadein khud so jati hai Pehla pyaar na milta Mujhko ye batati hai..  Kyu Teri Yaad Aaj bhi Satati hai..  Par bhula Na jo kiye waade the  pakke mere iraade the  tune mujhe samjha awaara  par sach pucho to tere deewane the Ab Tu Tham Ja yu satana band karde Nahi to meri jaan tere pass aa rahi hai..  Bewafa tu hai ya teri yaadein  Mujhko Yeh door le ja rahi hai Kyu Teri Yaad Aaj bhi Sata rahi hai..    ...

Chale The Ishq karne Dil ki dehliz pe dukho ko bula liya Aahat hui man mai  Chahat hui dil mai Humne Aapko andar basa liya Par kya pata tha  Yu bich raah mai mu mod jaaoge Hamara aashiyana cchod  Kahi Aur Bas jaaoge Hum To Chale the ishq karne Hume kya pata tha ki yu Daga kar jaaoge Hum to chale the ishq karne Hum to chale the ishq karne.. Bhull baith gaye ho lagta hai tum Wo kasme vaade jhoot kar baithe ho tum Diya haath humne thaamne ko Par ishq mai Dagabaazi kar baithe ho tum Dil Pukar kar rone laga  Ab to aasu bhi kehne lage Tham ja  Hawaye choo kar hume pyaar karne lagi Sharab chad kar aahe lene lagi Hum to chale the ishq karne Ab to zindagi bhi humein Baaho mai lipat rone lagi  Hume dekh na jaane kitne tarse Hum to chale the ishq karne Hum to chale the ishq karne.. Mai puchta hu pyaar se  Humse kya bhool ho gayi Hum to tere hawale the To phir tum humse kyo rooth gayi Hu...

Kaise ye bataun tumhe mere liye kya ho tum.. Mere tarasti nigaahon ki nami ho tum, Berang zindagi me roshni ki kami ho tum, Kehte ho Bekadar kyu tum mujhe? Kaise ye bataun tumhe ke mere liye kya ho tum.. Mere awaaz ki surile raag ho tum, Mere aashiyane ko jalane wale aag ho tum, Kehte ho shama fir kyu mujhe? Kaise ye samjhaun tumhe ke mere liye kya ho tum.. Mere jism me behta hua khoon ho tum, Meri saans, diljaan ka sukoon ho tum, Tumhe aitbaar nahi kyu mujhpe? Kaise yakeen dilaun tumhe ke mere liye kya ho tum.. Mere labo pe khili muskan ki waje ho tum, Aankhon me sapne banke saje ho tum, Shikayat na jane fir kyu hai mujhse? Kaise roobaru karwaau mere liye kya ho tum..  Zindagi ki sabse haseen raaz ho tum, Meri pehli khoj or aakhri talaash ho tum, Bepanah mohabbat karke bhi kyu ruswa kar gaye mujhe??? Akhir Kaise ye bataau tumhe ke mere liye kya ho tum.....                         ...

I started writing this story because it was unique, pure and down to the Earth. You'll not find this kind of love at this generation as it's so rare like Kohinoor, but the saddest part is that only I think this way but they never​ did.  It was March 2012 when they met, then became best friends and then soulmates. This continued as a long distance relationship for 4 years, then after a lot of ups and downs, they finally made it in person on his 27th birthday (year 2016). However, as they say that life never goes according to the plan.  It's not because he loved her less (he loved her more than anything else in his life), but because she always had to prove her loyalty to him. They've imagined their whole life with each other, but things changed when she stopped compromising...                                                  ...

Yaad to wo bhi krti hogi Sath tha kabhi Shayad pyar wo bhi krti hogi Na jaane nazar kaisi lagi Jo alag hogye Shayad mere yaad mai na soti hogi Sochti to wo bhi hogi Sochti to wo bhi hogi Bus stand wali chai Class mai baithe isharo mai Karna daay baay Ankhon mai ankhen bhatakna Yu cchoti cchoti baato pe jhagadna Uska ruthna  Aur mera manana Nazro se masti krna thodi thodi Sochti to wo bhi hogi Sochti to wo bhi hogi Chup chup galliyo mai milna Aur uska mere liye sweter silna Uske chehre ka khilna Mera yu shayri likhna Aur usse izhar karna Saheliyo ko wo batati to zaroor hogi Kyuki  Sochti to wo bhi hogi  Sochti to wo bhi hogi Mausam barsaat Aur tera chalna saath Haatho mai haath Aur har mulakat  Lage Pehli mulakat Dil ki baat Uska yaad rakhna meri har baat Pachtati to wo bhi hogi Sochti to wo bhi hogi Sochti to wo bhi hogi                 ...

Koi lutane k liye peeta hai to koi  khud loot jane ke liye Koi ayaashi ke liye peeta hai to koi  gham ko bhulane ke liye Hamara bhi naata gham se  jud gaya hai kuch is tarah ki Aaj humein bhi peene ko dil karta hai.. Dastak deti hai mohabbat khwaab ban kar Fir yaad ban ke dafan ho jaati hai Sookh gayi hai humare aashiyane ki har kali ki Aaj saare khwaab mitane ko jee karta hai  Aaj humein bhi peene ko dil karta hai.. Kaash ye dhadkan hi na hoti to Dil ka silsila na hota ishq Aashique badnaam na hota Kaash ke ye kaash bhi na bana hota  To ye kaash kehne me itna takleef na hota Aaj saare yaad bhula dene ko jee karta hai ke Aaj humein bhi peene ko dil karta hai.. Roohbaru hai saanse teri hamari mohabbat se Fir bhi eitbaar nahi tumhe apni chahat pe Hamari duniya ho tum fir kyu shikayat hai tumhe hum se  Aaj sab kuch bhulakar tumhe  rooh me utaar lene ko jee karta hai Aaj humein bhi peene ko d...