Kahi Ankahi Feelings

Sach kehta hu  Baat raat ki thi Yaado ke panno mai, Woh Sihayi ki likhawat si thi  Bheegi bheegi sadke Aur chehra uska jaise Chand khilta Waah Waah Jab wo hasti si thi  Rahat to tab mili Jab pata chala Ishq ki guftagu mai Wo keesi aur ke dil mai Nahi basi thi..... Sapne, Baato, Haqikat, Brahm, Sharam, Karm Na jaane kahi kahi thi Wahi baat hai Yeh dil khush sa rehta hai Kyoki hum jisse pyar karte Wahi hamare saath hai Humpe jaise bagawat si thi Dard bada tha par Uska mukhda dekh Aati rahat si thi Khushboo Savere ki   Kya kala thi usme Mera man jaan lene ki Hasi mai bhi dard pehchan lene ki Aur dard mai bhi Khushiya jaan lene ki Na jaane na jaane Kaisa masla hai yeh Pass hoti hai to saans ruk jaati hai Dur hoti hai to baat aajati hai saans lene ki Aisa koi shabd nahi  Jo tujhe dekh kar nagma na bane Tu aaye to berang ek rang sa mile Chal aaja kal ki baat kar Jisse hue the shikwe gile Mehsoos sa hua Na jaane kab hua Jab hua rahat sa ek dard sa hua Aankhen band si hoyi Sapno Ma

Abhi ruko  bahot si baat baki hai yaad hai jab ghanto  intezaar karwate the? un lamhon ka hisaab  abhi baki hai.. Kaha chale?  Raat abhi baki hai yaad hai jab hazaaron  bahane diya karte the? un sawaalo ka jawaab  abhi baki hai..  subha bhi hogi phir hogi raat par tere gunahon ka hisaab abhi baki hai kab tak bhagoge apne zameer se hi  waqt ka anjaam abhi baki hai.. afsos tum bhul gaye  khuda ka azaab abhi baki hai.. jhut or fareb sab  yahi reh jayenge  upar jana tha jo sath  wo zaaki hai karlo maafi ab bhi waqt hai qayamat ana abhi baki hai..                                  -© Khan Khushboo

Keesne hamari kashti dubayi Kya wo saath tha ? Jisne matlab se apni wafa dikhayi Kya jhoot tha ? Kya irada tha Jisne daga ko hee ek dawa banai Gehre jazbaat pe  Daag sa cchod diya Apno ne gairo se mu mod liya Sach bolo Kya baat thi  Jiss rishte mai hume apna keh ke Hamara hee dil tod diya Aap to Ghar ke ho To phir ? Milawat kaisi  Khud hee galat ho to phir Dusro se shikayat kaisi Sach bolo  Kya manjhra hai, Kyonki Jaha loot machi ho waha barkat kaisi Hawa chalte chalte hume chu kar  Ruk si gayi Kaise dete hai sahara Wo thoda humse seekh kar gayi Wo chalti hui hawa thi Ya chalayi hui, wo aage badhi nahi Sach bolo milawat thi kya ? Hamare jism ko chu wo hawa  Bheeg si gayi, bheeg si gayi Aage bayan karu to kuch aisa hai ki Chupa hua chaand rooth sa gaya Dil ko samjha kach  Isiye shayad toot sa gaya Hum shayad apne  Yaaro,ishq ke dua na the Isliye hume dil kam dimag mai rakh Wo bhul sa gaya Wo bhul sa gaya Sach bolo yaaro kho sa gaya  Ya phir bas mil sa gaya Sach bolo......  

Yeh kaisa masla hai Meri jaan jaa rahi hai Sach batao kaha jaate ho Kal talak to tum khud nahi aati thi Aur aaj tumhari awaaz nahi aa rahi hai Aur aaj tumhari awaaz nahi aa rahi hai Ruk sa gaya hai yeh sagar Lagta hai sailaab aane wala hai Tham sa gaya hai yeh andhera  Lagta hai chaand zameen pe aane wala hai Kaisa hai yeh masla Lagta hai galtiyo se kuch sacha kaam hone wala hai Kuch sacha kaam hone wala hai Aankhon ke panno mai Na jaane kaisi siyahi chalyi Banane baithe the aankhon ki tasveer Bante bante tumhari tasveer saamne aayi Har koi isse dekh phisla hai Na jaane yeh kaisa masla hai Na jaane yeh kaisa masla hai Yeh chaand aaj kuch pass lag raha hai Purnima hai kya ?? Bahaut khaas lag raha hai Mann mera sukhi ret pe paani  Jaise barsaat lag raha hai Shayad bhull gaye wo marsala Na jaane kaisa hai yeh masla Na jaane kaisa hai yeh masla                                    -© Atulya Music

The day you lost me  was the day I lost myself  when you didn't believe me when you doubted on me my Love,  after all the sleepless nights when you overlooked the tears  was the day you lost me..  I never wanted to leave you my Friend,  the day you lied to me  was the day you lost me   when you back-stabbed me,  when you cheated on me  was the day you lost me..  I never wanted to make you cry my Mom,  the day you left me was the day you lost me   I was the son of our Family, but when you called me daughter suddenly when you believed others over me was the day you lost me..  That was the day you lost me..  I never hated you my Haters, as the day you tried to put me down was the day I rose again when you underestimated me when you prayed for my failure I collected all of it, succeeded That was the day you lost me And I found myself, again...                                  -© Khan Khushboo

Sau Umeedein hai kai chahatein Har raah me sunai de teri aahatein Har khushi me chhupa hai dard kahi Sabhi yaadein tanha chaand se baat ti rahi..  Sau Raste hai magar tujh tak raah nahi Saari duniya hai magar ek tu hi nahi.. Mere har dua me sada tu hi Maa shamil rahi  Diya khuda ne sab kuc mujhe  par tere pyar se pichdi rahi Sau sawalein hai magar koi jawab nahi Saari duniya hai magar ek tu hi nahi..  Andhero mein raato ko  karwate badalti rahi Hua kab sawera nahi khabar  teri chahato ko tarasti rahi Sau hasratein hai magar tera sath nahi  Sari duniya hai magar ek tu hi nahi..  Jab bhi padi kadi dhoop mujh par  Tere anchal ko yaad karti rahi  Neend na aayi jab bhi raaton me  Teri loriya gungunate rahi Shama charo ore faili hai magar  Meri duniya roshan nahi Sara jahan hai magar ek tu hi nahi...                         -© Khan Khushboo

Her beautiful smile The way she looks at me Is the best what I like Her smile is like The Full moon light It does everything bright ! The Place where you sat For me is the best sight ! The jacket which you wore Is damn lucky,  You make everyone smile Is it real ? Or Something tricky Make my dreams come true Let's just Me and you, Us  Make my days blush Be mine my crush  Be mine my crush  I wanna be your dream boy Just be my dream girl  How to impress you Just give me an angle° Hey just stop it ! The habit of coming in my dreams Oh please ! I am in love  I smell fragnance in the streams Thanks to the gods They made you  Beautiful soul, unbelievable you Words are less to describe you  No limit just like sky blue !! Let's be together  Let's start journey new.......                                   -© Atulya Music

Late night talks Missing those long walks  With every success,  vodka on the rocks..  Cheering each other  on video calls..  When busy,  only the Gdmrng Gdnyt texts Planning when are we  meeting next Oh covid19!  WhatsApp calling is the best  Fighting on late replies,  leaving the rest..  On every fight,  those midnight calls  Meeting once a month  Near the highway waterfalls  Missing badly?  Again back to WhatsApp calls...                                                                  -© Khan Khushboo

Hum to sochte the ke  humne har din tumse nafrat ki hai phir kyu dil kehta hai ke iss nafrat me bhi humne tumse mohabbat ki hai..  Hum to sochte the ke  bhool jayenge tumhe dheere dheere par khud hairaan hai  apne sabr ka pehlu dekhkar itni shiddat se jo ibadat ki hai pal pal tumse mohabbat ki hai..  Hum to sochte the ke Reh lenge tere bina tujhe bhulane ki kasam jo khayi thi phir kyu iss dil ne  teri rehmat ki duaa ki hai iss nafrat me bhi tumse mohabbat ki hai..  Hum to sochte the ke  bewafa tum ho par mera dil hi jab mera na raha jis kadar isne zarre zarre se  tumse mohabbat ki hai pal pal tumse mohabbat ki hai..                                             -© Khan Khushboo